"We're all dead in heaven! So it can't be that great…"

Sonntag, 24. November 2013

my boyfriend's birthday

it always was and it will always be one of these stupid silly youth loves, that not even last until christmas.
i'm not angry…just sad. it's all just sad. you can't say, that you ever loved me. maybe you wanted me and you liked me, but you didn't love me. never.
they say, you were an asshole and that you don't deserve me and that you're not worth it. but i don't think so. you're no asshole, motherfucker! i like you. and maybe i love you. and i don't love no asshole. and that's what they always say. they always say, he didn't deserve her. but why wouldn't he? always he's the guilty one.
i guess, you don't really feel sorry for me, but that's okay. i can handle that. i can handle not being loved. i can handle being lied to. i can handle getting broken more and more. i can handle being me.
you don't feel sorry for me. i feel sorry for you, 'cause you let me go. that's a mistake, you're doing there, baby. a big mistake. you never know, what other guys would give, just to look me in the eye. and you let it go. you just let it go. mistake of your life, baby. mistake of you life.
maybe one day you'll regret all this. maybe. and maybe not.
i know, that you will always get the love you need by any girl. i just know it.
this didn't work, becaue you are you and i am me.
i'm not rihanna - i don't love the way you lie.
i'm not adele - i don't wish nothing but the best for you.
i'm not bruno mars - i wouldn't catch a grenade for ya.
i'm not lana del rey - i won't love you 'til the end of time.
i'm not god - but i forgive you though.
i am fucking me - i…damn, fuck off!


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